Monday, July 31, 2006
every1 ask me why i go out with themi will suddeni run back hmme de ......now i explain here (Xi run back cuz i dun wanna lose e feelingw good feelings/times i had with themas for my steads i wan it to be a memoryso tht if i break good memories will stillbe kept... I DUN WANNA LOSE U!thts y i ran... but all my ex said to me wheni ran their feeling was lyk they lost me lei really dunchno whart to do i just warnt tormb e good memories b4 e bad onn1s come+ + + + + + + + +++ + + + + + + + +when i tould u abt my hand tht line actullyi kw whart is it i am just trying to hide thti dunchnoe... whart u said was correct ...i will haf stead break stead break haiiisand i dun nid to scared tht i no stead de..[not being bhb] dunchnoe lehhs my lifeis weird which some sae its "SPECIAL"lols i dunch wanna be yr fwen ! but i DUNWARNT TO LOSE U! u mean alto to me...your ar e first guy i liked e first guy iw8ted for so long and e first guy tht made me happy, sad and full of suprises...i hope after e 40rmonths i can be wit u bthoping tht u would'nt have a stead b4 e dead line of Formonths...i just wanna tell u i wont lie to u as whart i said when i am facing u talking to u i canlie i onli can sae e truth to u n well onli youu said i said e same things to my ex but i can tell u tht u ar just so different frm mypast, as i can just bcuz of u n give up thingslyk if u gib me a call i will just try / MUST get to u stright away as i dun warnt u to be lonely and i am just so serious abt u ...upon hearing u ar hurt/sick or anything tht happens to u... ill be just so worried njust cant stop thinking abt u/whart tht hashappend to u.. EBIL DEVIL u cast a spell on me tht i cant remove it i just cant...EBIL i really use my heart le..whart abt u? hahas if i nt wrg BRAIN RITE!hahs EBIL la u (X blehhs (Xre-tarded #regards (X
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