TODAY,
did not went school, not feeling well, sms nagi in the after noon, it was so different from the past, hias, den i went back to maple and nagi was on9, i sat beside him in maple, he was afk, and when he's back, he treated me like a friend, den he went in to a room and afk-ed, b4 afk-ing i went in to the room and sat besiade him, he tould me tha ti dun need to be there to pei him, i was very sad i cried, then he went afk, while he was afk-ing, i said alot to him about how much i loved him, and dont want to lose him, although he dint respond, i kept waiting, den he came back, and he tould me that want me to find a rl bf cause, he cannot be there when i need him, but i tould him it was alrite, hais, we chatted quite alot then he gtg, his last words for me was, that he love me too and dint want to lose me too, i was so happy. but from untill now i waited for him, he still dint went on9, i was very sad, did not know what i should do, just want to tell him that if he dun like me any more tell me please, no matter what ill wat till he loves me agin, hais. T.T

-XANTHE