Tuesday, November 13, 2007
ITS OVER

Broke up
TODAYSxxx
Tuesday November 13 /2007 , we ended today , i'm sorry for everything , my feelings for you just cant be found , every1 might scold me a bitch , slut , flirt whatever , i broke up with him cause i cant find the feelings i had for him like befor , and he was not the guy i really wanted , its my fault fo rnot making it clear @ the start , now that i found out , i'm like that , i go on steady with a guy i like but when it reaches 3 months , i then found out that he was not the one i want , i'm sorry for beign sucha freak , fucker , now i've learn my lesson & ill never go on steady with a guy i dont really understand anymore , jaydon , is really not my type , @ first i find him cute , but after a month or two i foudn out tht he is quiet , shy not outspoken , he is not the type of guys i like , he said he ill change but i thought , why change for me ? what i want is orginality i dont want him to chage to some one that he dont like just to suit me , and i really cant find the happiness with him no more , i'm sorry , relaly sorry , i know after this a lot of people will cal me a bitch a slut for leaving sucha a good guy like him , i just hope that he can find someone better and lead a strong life , hey boy , its not nothing without me , you still have alot of things around you who cherish and loves you , i'm not our everything , just a girl who went pass your life , not worthy of your love thank you for loveing me , and i gota say this i truely loved you b4 , but that was the past , i cant prove to you an eterno but my love fo ryou was true , did enjoy the time we had , but they just a'r'nt what i really wanted , explainations , might not be able to heal your bleeding heart , but i hope u'ill understand that i left you because i dont want to hurt you futher , want you to be happy , dont want to drag this relationship on , i wont patch cause , i find it pointless , like adding salt to scars , boy , we're just nto fated to be together , dont want to hurt you no more , i loved you , and you are still my friend now , w'e'll be best of friends ya? and i hope you wont be avoiding me[:
✗ANTHE
8:58:00 PM