Saturday , December 15 , 2007

Well , its 01:15 now , &its sunday! my mum ar'nt working today , she's gonna buzz up my ears agin :x But actually , i kinda like it when shes around , having someone to care , is much better than none? Alone @ home its boring , lifeless , moreover i'm the only child , i have been alone for so lonng.. kinda killing me TT &The only thing that accopanies me was my computer *Puufs. Oh well blah !

Every time i talk to him about boys liking me , he will say , go accept them , give it a try. Though he knows that i like him , for such a long time , i've been waiting , i regretted not loving him when he loves me , and now i can only wait , every time he push me to others , my heart aches , how i hope i was important to him that he would'nt push me to others. Every day i wait , for his msn reply , hoping to chat wth him , just waiting , till deep night , ill wait for his good night messages , so i could sleep , sometimes , i hate myself for falling a sleep , cox , i just wanna spent every sec of my life with him. I really really like him a lot , like i've never like no1 , usually , my relationship with others starts when they just simply ask me for stead , and now i know that both parties must know each other better inorder to have the relationship a long lasting one , &I also learnt that loving some1 dones not require you to have them , justseeing them happy makes you happy too. And i hope to love him this way , so that he will never leave me[:

I just wanna be with you


♥白兔