Monday , December 17 , 2007

Good mornings[: , opx its afternoons , i've just woke up , needa rush to work soon , after thsi post :x Well well , i'm not talking to tricky today , maybe when he see this post he will be real mad but still a promise is a promise :D

Yester night , i was surfing the net , i felt tired looking @ the com screen , so offed my com , and told tricky that i'll call him , when i glance @ my phone , wow , missed calls from zolyn and nicholas , than i used my housephone to call tricky ,not for long zolyn called up , she was like in a 1/2 dead manner , she told me that she was sorry to say that nicholas was *all that* i was feeling unpleasent , it was nicholas who confronted her , well thats what i think. Nicholas , if you really ar'nt what zolyn say , you can prove it to me , you dont have to confront zolyn about that matter , since you'r not , and me here by hearing this , felt guilty that i should not have wrote it on my blog , i hate ppl who hurt zolyn , you should know it by then , if you like me , use your sincerity to prove , dont ask help from any1 , and realtionship cannot be rushed , i will not go in to a relationship , any-o-how , hope you unerstand.

Than well i continue to talk to tricky , felt a bit sad , well , and asked some stupid questions agin lols , i asked him , what will he do if i left him , his answers were the same , than i say you can find other better girls out there lol. He asked if i was giving up , i said yes , because , i did'nt want him to waste time on some1 he i'll never like , moreover stupid , than he said he dont want me to wait for him , upon hearing this my heart sank , since that what he wants , than i shall stop waiting , kinda emo-tional then. Anyways , he said he ws excited to meet me lol i'm just a normal girl , ;P I said to him that i'm not gonna talk to him today :x i even swear :O so i'm not gonna talk to him today hoho! After hanging up the phone , we smse , he told me he was sad seeing me like that , i told him how much he ment to me and how much iloved him , kinda contradicting :x , I REALLY REALLY LOVE TRICKY ! rwrs , &i'm willing to wait , never gonna give up till i got the answear i want :D


I felt nuts , giving up


♥白兔